24 april
its been juz abt a yr since the whole spiritual saga me priya mara n durga went through…….*sigh*…….i thank god i had such support arnd me….or not i cant imagine wat wld have become of me…….
well i was expecting amma to come down this yr n perform for her with my dance class but dunno wat happen…no news yet….so sad……..
i haven been going temple on thus for 3 weeks already….my music n all has been keeping my hands too full……but this thus i’ll somehow try to drop by temple b4 rehearsal….this sat it’ll all be over……good riddance!!!!sheesh……though i will miss the orchestra ppl n our routine kopi kadai n pool outting……..
which is why music n dance is so close to my heart….many ppl asked me…exams so near by u still take up so much of commitments….hopw not too?…….this is something that is with me through all my dark times……my avenue of diversion n my better half……..
well i cant wait for exmas to be over n to plunge into my music n dance practices…i’ll be performing for something called ballet under the stars….i’ve been for it once n usually its all ballet but this tiem they wan some ethnic dances also so….ya…..i’ll be dancing….i think it shld be quite fun hee hee he…….it always is…
yesterday akka was having a chat with us abt all she had to go through to conceive n give birth to kethar…….once incident she said was on a sunday morning….b4 coming for dance class well she has to put 2 jabs in the morn n 2 in the evening coz it was conceiving through other means….the jab her husband puts for her coz it has to be done slowly as the fluid is oil based n injecting quickly will cause the skin to rupture…..
that day her husband was at kl….n she had no one to put the jab for her…..she told him its ok n she will go to a clinic to put the jab but u know wat the husband did??….he drove all the way down from kl juz to put the jab for her…..drove through the nite…n reached home at 4 am…….
she said for such means of conceiving one needs the support of her husband…
i think through any pregnancy a woman needs her husbands support….i surely will……n i hope i get someone who will be so supportive…
sadly there are some men who won follow their wives for their med appmts…..spend quality time with the wives or even tend to the wives after having had given birth….
i heard from a fren that the husband who seemed like the dream man to get married to after her child birth changed….his reasoning is my mother give birth to so many n still neva complain all but u one already giving so much of complains……n thsi woman was going through post natal depression…..
how insensitive ….but thank god she was a strong willed lady n managed to get through it all………..
but i know for a fact that not all men are like tat…..n u cant blame em for having been brought up with such views……but gals pls do casually ask u’re bf’s or fiance’s how they’d react if u went through bad pregnancy or post natal….it’ll say alot abt if u shld really be with em or not…………
