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hahahaha……..today i had a makeover fully paid fer……..n i lou it man i lou it!!!!!chocolate colour base with red n blonde streaks……yipeeeeeeeeeeee…………………..n the fringe re bonded n the rest of the hair juz cut a bit short la………

i was n still m having the flu but nothing cld possibly spoil my day! n so i did the make over in high spirits….n gonna meet *ahem* smone now…….

now im wondering if i can maintain the look?…….hmm…tats a serious question i muz ask myself……

well u know wat im sick of ppl asking me

them:’wat r u doing ma’

me:an undergrad

them:wat u still studying????!!!

i mean wats their problem man…….its super annoying……i mean when they first met me i was doing my a’s then muz do degree mah……wat nonsense….wat m i suppose to do if they knew me from a young age huh???

but maybe its a sign for me to take a part time job the next academic yr…….i tink im gonna do tat…..hm……

gosh its so cold my bones are aching……i think its the flu…..?or is it juz cold….ok im toking nonsense…..tomolo is voice recording n i hope n pray its canceled n smone else sings……pls god pls god……i feel too sick n i cant bring myself to say no………but wat eva happen thaipusam i’ll be there even if my brain is in the verge of getting fried…!! i know the lord will pull me through this… n  i WILL pay my due respects n offer thanks to him!

im ill……was ok till abt 5 in the after noon….body started to ache had the familiar chill in my body though my forehead n neck feels very warm……sore throat n terrible cough……i think im down with the flu!!!!oh god i hate it…..

fer now im juz gulping down as much of hot water as i can coz i hate taking medicine….hmm…..

well today no sch n skipped tuition coz i was juz too tired to get up…..so whole day i was juz slacking at home….the day started with me thinking i’d be going swimming but juz fell ill n plans spoilt……but i had a good rest so still it was a beautiful day….

by the way i have juz received a star hub voucher which means finally i can have a new phone!!! thank almighty….!! for a good 4 yrs i have been suffering between Siemens n Motorola service center…if u know wat i mean …n the motorola phone is such a horrible phone…….it always was but untill smthing bad happened i still kept using it….

exactly 2 mths back the incident that will take me sm time to get over…..my dear fren theeban’s passing……

u know moto phone smtimes cant receive calls……if someone calls me the phone will appear off to em but technically its on..when a call is missed it does not prompt unless u check the call register…..n so on this fateful day theeban was in the hospital n the doc had told his family that it his last few hours…….his sister tried calling me…..went into miss call n i din see it till much later when i tot it was too late to reply the call…..i din know he was serious……

the sis called another moto user too but her phone that was on appeared to be off….the next morn at 4 we got to know of his death n i cld not attend the funeral or see him for a last time becoz my sis was getting married n due to some superstitions i was barred from going……

n i blame it on my stupid phone!!! if only it showed me the missed call at 9 pm i’d have called her n gone to see him ….at the end of the day the lost wld not have had been so hard on me…….

still wat matters  is that he is at a place where he is happy n out of all the pain n suffering…..n all of us frens are there for each other to comfort each othr n manage the loss collectively…….

its the 2nd time in my life that im losing a fren n its not easy…but i know that the intensity will decrease in time to come……

today was my sister’s house warming ceremony……such a long day ….phew!!! all the serving n cleaning n helping out …..im drained but i did my best coz i only wan the best for my darling sister……n i love her loads!!!….. a blessed soul like her has entered a new chapter in her life with a wonderfull man….my brother-in-law…….him n his family…they are such pleasent ppl……always so helpfull n mindfull……..

looking at em always gives me the assurace that there are still good ppl left…..

i learnt a gd lesson from my brother-in-law’s dad today…….

a life experience tat he shared with me earlier today showed me how human he is……to accept his absence n openly praise his wife …..no ego no arrogance juz pride over how his wife had brought up all his children…..

the lesson i learnt ……ppl shld learn to use their ego at the rite places……n not with ppl they love or when talking abt ppl they love…….

wat the point of being so egoistic?……….life is afterall so short……so live it to its fullest but not at the expense of anothers feelings or pride……

be mindfull abt hw u treat others coz retribution is smthing tat always happen …which is why wheneva anythign happens to me ….i try to sit back n think…have i done this to someone b4……is that why its happenign to me…n true enough i wld have hurt smone’s feelings in sm sort the same way…….

n besides life is already so complicated …..why make things extra tough eh?

well jan is coming to an end n thaipusam is juz arnd the corner…..i cant wait !!!!

well my wise words for the month of jan is coming 3 days earlier…….so here is goes

‘no matter wat happens in u’re day,only u n can make or break it..either..get affected n break it…or move on n MAKE IT work!!’

i’ve been trying this for almost a week…..no matter how anyone pisses u off …..move on give u’reself a treat…….smile n make the day work fer u…..!!!try it guys…oki!!! nitez….

PLS DO LEARN U’RE SPELLING B4 U POST A COMMENT ON MY BLOG YEA……..’PYCHO??????’

SO DO GET U’RE LINGO SORTED OUT B4 TRYING TO EVEN COMPREHEND MY BLOG…….

CHEERZ……

some recent happeningshave really upset me n makes me wonder wat makes some do something like tat…..something that is personal n between 2 ppl at their most intimate moments …n u jolly well post it n send it around so as to feed on the so called pride u get over the ownership…….tats dumb seriously….

mostly its the men who do these things…..lets take a small trip down time line n make men women comparisons…….kanagi burnt mathurai to prove her husband was innocent …..n tats the extend to which women wld go for her man……

whilst man….like rama had to put his wife through a chaste test…..n the woman went through it……inspite of being innocent

one woman burnt a whole state to prove her husband rite…while the man put the woman through the same flames to prove herself rite….

n i believe this exists till now…….men comfortably sit back n wait for the woman to prove herself rite for him……n make the woman do things to prove her commitment for him……is tat really needed….i dun think so man……

women trust men too easily n too much……n tats why they end up in shit most of the time n not the men………

i know when men are in love there are times it can tip over to becoming obsession n through that they do crazy things…….when will they realise tht its the simple things tat make a diff…..like being true to the woman n not braggign abt his time with her to his frens n others…….?

i personally have yet to meet a man who wld do anything for a woman n not appear like psycho……and most importantly be true to her……..be playfull with her and own her …in the midst of being playfull u cld accidentally hurt her n make her cry…but u muz be ther for her…..in her darkest n highst pts…….as much as u’d wan for her to be behind everystep of u’re success and downfalls wld she wan u to hold her hands n lead her through her success n downfalls…thats the kinda man i wan…..(and of coz he muz look like madhaven n surya mix also la….)

ok tats it fer the day………cheerz……